To whom ever still reads this thing,

What a year it's been... it seems I'm really good at making a big entrance and then disappearing... is it authority? Could be, is it because I'm so fundamentally different then most others?? Could be that too. Could it be that I'm just not meant to have too many close friends? Maybe. OR maybe it's all of the above.

Is this a blog of lament? No, for where I am right at this moment I am not sorry, in fact I know that God has planned for this time and this circumstance. Do I think it's unfortunate that the people your thought had your back, actually don't? Yes. Do I think it's unfortunate that true colors only show themselves after you invest so much? Yes.

Dear Friends; I love you all, that will never change. I think you are all special in God's eyes and in mine too. I know that God will bring you all through what you're going through, and teach you what you need to know. I know that God will do the same for me too.

Maybe things will come around, and I will feel the time to appear again (it has been known to happen, believe it or not [and I'm sure you don't]). But for now, this is good bye. Good bye to you and to what was. But with every good bye inevitably comes another hello... I say hello to the new things that God is doing with me... bringing me back to my roots, and to my original calling. To what was meant to be.

I remember when I wrote ba ba ba ba ba I'm Lovin' It  I asked myself if that had changed, am I still lovin' it? Heck ya! Things are different for sure, but I still feel and know that God is doing something very special and different. That wind of change hasn't stopped blowing, and I'm still excited every time I feel it blow.

Love you all!

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